Had Enough...

You know life is filled with days when I just want to say that I have had enough! I reached my tolerance for many things, bullshit, lying, lack of faith, inability to face truth, etc. Everyone has their own levels of tolerance and I have been dealing with several things for many years, today I must say that I have has enough! Granted my frustration initiated with lies no matter how small it bothers me so. I don't see the purpose in lying! It only catches up to you. Most often those who embellish truths don't realize that their lives become lies! And there is no escaping! At that point you fear the wrath of the truth! It's a never ending cycle! Just like the cycle of Slavery! We can't escape it because we can not escape the mindset! We enslave ourselves because some of us (and I am referring to those African Americans who use the past as a definition of their current state) are too devoted the idea that it still exists!  We will never progress with that outlook...ever.  Have you had enough yet?

Virtual Diary

So I come to you for understanding, my virtual diary.  Sometimes things make more since once read and or written.  I don't know about you but I walk this life seeking understanding, to gain knowledge and evoke love.  I understood that more recently, I was looking for someone to learn something from.  I found in previous relationships, whether platonic or intimate, that each individual not only had something to gain from my friendship but I found that I grew personally in each relationship.  Some of those growth lessons caused relationships to conclude and others contributed to generous amounts of learning.  For most I appreciate my lessons.  Sometimes though I hate that love didn't always turn out the way I wanted it to or I would have liked.  Despite that fact however, I keep living, loving and learning.  I will never get tired of that!