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He brings me peace
And I like that I keep him intrigued

He wants to learn me
I honor that
He longs to comfort me
I take pride in that

His voice calms
His eyes sooth
His motive
She
The depth too
Which all is great
No one can explain
She leaves them speechless
The effect
To good
So
I make due
Trying to extinguish the fire
Although it gets hard to devour
Everything but the external power
So
They should meet
Some day and greet
No sooner than date three
To
Turn all not said into
Undeniable passion
And this is the foundation of love
Old fashion
Pure intention
Gravitation
Two souls
Now one
And the story unfolds

To be continued...

Explain this...

So
Explain this...
Why do my feet call to my calves
Who speak to my thighs
And they
Enlivened her
She awakened my soul
Which sent rapid beats to my heart
I am up now
Loving more than ever now
But where is he?
I secretly hoped
He craved my caress
As I gently grazed my finger tips up and down his back
I comforted him
And he would rise
With just on look in my eyes
He wanted me
More than ever now
Yet
It's
Nothing like anything we had ever experienced

Now
We are two
Trying to decider the difference between fear and foolishness
We love just the same
Our hearts call to one another
In the same way
And
That explains
Why you still sneak touches
Why you gaze in amazement
Why you still do what I love
And
Why you feel like this is "home"
But this explains
Why my love never dies
Why I long to be by your side
Why my heart beat increases
If I am at all sure you are near
Why I can't believe this shit still happens after 2 years
After all the shit you put me through
After all the shit I did to you
I knew I would loose
But it doesn't feel like it
That is why
You still can't find reason
To find "the one" more than once in your life
I am still
And always will be
Can you explain to me why you run from it?
Unconventional I hope has nothing to do with it...

The Present

So
I thought that it would die
All this
I
Surrounded with no one but self
And my mind defines this as peace
But truthfully
My heart stirs
Uncontrollably
And I can not direct my hearts call for company
It
My soul
Still longs for him to be
In my world
But he seeks the not
He diverts from the possibility
No matter how often it presents itself
He acknowledges not
I don't wait
But I hate how it feels
Giving his time away
Trying to play myself
I don't really want them
But
I can't have him
This love shit
I pass on it
So
I repeat the nights I laid by his side
In my mind
With no hope to find the past
And with passion to drive out
The present