You ignore me
The black eye
The bruised side
The dark shades you continue to buy
Yet
You disregard
Busted lips
Cracked ribs
And torn heart
Bleeding love
Seeping trust
Discarding me
Truth
That which you ignore so easily
You do not fret
Nor tear you shed
Immune
And here he comes
Five dozen roses
Gucci bag
Louie shades
And your heart in his hand
Patched up for now
Then it comes back
Heavy as cast iron
You sustain the pain
Fall back into the shadows
Dark in the depths
Devalued
Pride placed in his wallet
Behind the black card
That pays for your silence
Ignored the facts
And again
He tears you down
Fists bring you to shame
So he feels like a man
Just to gain
Submission
Wants to play God
In this instance
And you don't understand
Say it's love
But you ignore
Truth
But for how long
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Monday, May 16, 2011
You Lovin' Me
You lovin' me
And my heart belongs
Wrapped in the arms of the man I long
Still
Patiently devoted
But no words will
Move him
So I allow you to love me
In the meantime
You show me every inch of your
Soul
Your heart
Your body explored
And I love you
But in love
Not at all
Yet
You lovin' me
With no truth of commitment
Little passion for future shit
Just the now
You
Buy my mind occupied time
Redirecting thoughts
Placing smiles where
His absence hurts
Mending pain
For now
So I ask you to
Stop
Loving you is neither then or now
I
In love still
Encourage you to gain will
To acknowledge how I feel
To let me be and love for real
Because even if he doesn't come back
Loving you means settle
And both of us don't need regret
So
Stop
Your continuing to love me
Doesn't carve our names in the soul of destiny
But
You lovin' me is fatal
You are killing the desire to love
Once I deny your intention again
You will dwell
Time spends
No rewind
Lost in life again
Still
You lovin' me
Break the cycle
I hate to be
The foundation of the heartbreak that led to inability to love
That's exactly what happened to me
Questions of why and how
Wanted to be everything I could be
But I was
Not good enough
So in love
I suffer
Cause
You lovin' me
I'm loving him
And he lovin' she
Trapped in love
Tangled miserably
And my heart belongs
Wrapped in the arms of the man I long
Still
Patiently devoted
But no words will
Move him
So I allow you to love me
In the meantime
You show me every inch of your
Soul
Your heart
Your body explored
And I love you
But in love
Not at all
Yet
You lovin' me
With no truth of commitment
Little passion for future shit
Just the now
You
Buy my mind occupied time
Redirecting thoughts
Placing smiles where
His absence hurts
Mending pain
For now
So I ask you to
Stop
Loving you is neither then or now
I
In love still
Encourage you to gain will
To acknowledge how I feel
To let me be and love for real
Because even if he doesn't come back
Loving you means settle
And both of us don't need regret
So
Stop
Your continuing to love me
Doesn't carve our names in the soul of destiny
But
You lovin' me is fatal
You are killing the desire to love
Once I deny your intention again
You will dwell
Time spends
No rewind
Lost in life again
Still
You lovin' me
Break the cycle
I hate to be
The foundation of the heartbreak that led to inability to love
That's exactly what happened to me
Questions of why and how
Wanted to be everything I could be
But I was
Not good enough
So in love
I suffer
Cause
You lovin' me
I'm loving him
And he lovin' she
Trapped in love
Tangled miserably
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