At my own discretion...

I am trapped
head spinning
whirl wind
of confusion
but only at my discretion
do I
clear the clouds
Drained
Know right
but want to keep
Left
and behind I remain
Unwilling to see
directly in front of me
And you
Out of sight
But still in mind
and heart alike
Can't
Refuse
to rid myself of you
So
Trapped
I remain
at my own
Discretion