Explain this...

So
Explain this...
Why do my feet call to my calves
Who speak to my thighs
And they
Enlivened her
She awakened my soul
Which sent rapid beats to my heart
I am up now
Loving more than ever now
But where is he?
I secretly hoped
He craved my caress
As I gently grazed my finger tips up and down his back
I comforted him
And he would rise
With just on look in my eyes
He wanted me
More than ever now
Yet
It's
Nothing like anything we had ever experienced

Now
We are two
Trying to decider the difference between fear and foolishness
We love just the same
Our hearts call to one another
In the same way
And
That explains
Why you still sneak touches
Why you gaze in amazement
Why you still do what I love
And
Why you feel like this is "home"
But this explains
Why my love never dies
Why I long to be by your side
Why my heart beat increases
If I am at all sure you are near
Why I can't believe this shit still happens after 2 years
After all the shit you put me through
After all the shit I did to you
I knew I would loose
But it doesn't feel like it
That is why
You still can't find reason
To find "the one" more than once in your life
I am still
And always will be
Can you explain to me why you run from it?
Unconventional I hope has nothing to do with it...