Truth Speak Series

So I am working on something new and I am excited about it!  I had an idea to do a series of post, and it will initiate the month of May and go one through June.  During this period I will orchestrate some, what I like to call, "Truth Speak" topics.  I will encourage men and woman to share their stories.   Stories not exceeding 300 words, that will express aspects of their trials, journey and tribulations.  Somethings that most people may not know anything about.  More or less the deep dark secrets.  Fundamentally the truth.  I will also be so open to share things as well, that many may not be aware of.  

This "Truth Speak" Series is developed to help find closure and peace within the truth.  So often we hide things and we never understand how much the secrets manifest into pain and emotions of anger and frustration until we let it out.  By speaking about it, we are freeing up space in our hearts to let love in.  We are letting it go.  We can encourage one another.  We may also find that we have some things in common.  We will offer up suggestions.

This series is going to help give birth to spirits of forgiveness.  This series will help diminish spirits of fear, desperation, doubt and frustration.  This series will encourage us to move forward to some thing greater.

If you are willing to participate please visit my Facebook page www.facebook.com/audriwrites and let me know your interest.  Or simply comment on this post.

Have a great day all.

One Love,

Audreyanna

A to Z Challenge on AUDRIWRITES the BLOG NOW!!!

A to Z Challenge - 30 Days of Comic Relief

So if you know me at all I am definitely pushing myself outside of my comfort zone by writing about comedy in general.  Although I consider myself to be somewhat funny, more of a sarcastic funny really, but I am definitely going to try and thoroughly examine what contributes to a successful comedy.  

For all that are familiar with the with A to Z Challenge don’t judge me I am a rookie.  And for those who are unfamiliar with the Challenge basically I will be posting each day with a letter from A to Z (starting with A) being the topic for the post of that day.   If that doesn’t define the challenge thorough enough for you please feel free to click the link below:

http://www.a-to-zchallenge.com/p/what-is-blogging-from-to-z.html 

Hope you all enjoy!  

One Love,

Audreyanna

Chip away...

You chipped away at me
and I stuck to you still
like cement
I didn't move
even when you chose
to be
and dwell in the spaces
the place in between
uncertain
I made excuses for you
I hoped you would make your way back to
but you went on to the next
and chiseled at me
I allowed you to
Chip me away
and now my love is displaced

Untitled

so you are
that foreign tale
I longed never to get to
that broken heart
crippled pride
broken stride
and smiles
kept from life to
illustrate the pain
and I longed never to gain
or fight to tame
this kindred soul
and that was all true
until the day I fell in love with you...

Southern Belles, Fiction Novel, Synopsis *COMING SOON*

Southern Belles is a novel that takes readers on an emotional and dramatic journey into the lives, hearts and minds of a group of women who are true Southern Belles.  

Southern Belles is driven by the secrets of Jazzmine Phillips.  Jazzmine is originally from Chicago, but has lived in Texas for two years, in which she has developed a great friendship under the alias Alana Gaines with LaShelle, Natalie, Yolanda and Brittney.  When Jazzmine hit rock bottom, nearly being beaten to death, she fled Chicago and never looked back, determined to never let sex and money fuel desperation.  When Alana gets a feeling that she may have encountered a shady business deal, she calls on a friend from home to investigate.  Alana reluctantly discovers that LaShelles dedication to Slayton, is greater than any regard for Alanas best interest.

LaShelle, Shelle, age 30, is a woman of great knowledge but struggles with finding a balance between her professional, social and love life.  LaShelle is willing to do anything for the man she loves.  She is so blinded by love that it was inevitable that she would have to endure the consequences of being in a relationship with a notorious thug.

Natalie, Nat, age 25, spends most of her time climbing the corporate ladder, partying and seeking love.  Natalie has relations with three men; a man who doesnt really want to commit, a man who finally realizes that she is the one he wants and a man who she thought was willing to love her without obligation, through which she slowly discovers which gentleman truly has her best interest at heart.

Yolanda is a spoiled, unmotivated brat, who at the age of 28, still has no true goal for her life.  Yolanda lives at home with her parents in which she has no real responsibility.  Yolanda has acquired great education, at the expense of her parents, in hope to continue to receive their financial support.  She is perceived as naïve, but she always happens to be in the right place at the right time; because of that, she is able to shine light on a lot of things that have been going on right under the others noses.

Brittney, Britt, age 27, single handedly takes care of her son, Caleb, while running a very successful business and dealing with the trifling, selfish and freeloading man who fathered her child.  Brittney, so unhappy with the way her life was headed, leaves her babys father and jumps on a chance to be with her one true love, Maxwell Caleb Lawson, the man whom which she named her son after!   What Brittney thought would be a fairy tale ending turns into a nightmare.  Brittney finds out that everything that glitters isnt gold and there was a reason that she and Maxwell were not meant to be.

The Belles meet monthly; a time for each of them to reflect on their lifes journey, discuss issues and provide support for one another.  With this being a very dynamic group of women, the meetings can become unruly and not all the time do the ladies see eye to eye.

Southern Belles highlights the strength and determination southern women have for success.  Southern Belles seeks to promote self awareness, dignity and pride amongst women.  Southern Belles tells of how to succeed when faced with the inevitable aspects of life.

Who will persevere?  Whose life will end?  Will they remain friends?

Phases of Concrete

Fell hard on the grey slab
What was known to me as concrete
But what was known to you as
Cement
And the walls of entrapment
Or the pavement for road ways

I laid
I sat
I stood
I picked it up
Wasn't heavy at all
Seems that my mind
Translated the assumption into actuality
But really
It wasn't like I thought
Not at all
It was a grey stained t-shirt
That soaked up the words
And laughs
The smiles
And tears
Of all those who'd dare
To wear it
And now
It was my turn
To share it

The phases of concrete...

It is my turn to clear up the confusion
Put away misunderstanding
Make reality transparent
So you know the difference
Between
The phases of concrete

Your Kiss

Melt away my fear
Bring cheer to my heart
Warm my cheeks to rise
I smile
Engulfed in you
And your kiss
You make me feel alive
My soul dances
My spirit sings
Happy tunes
No blues
And its all due
To
Your kiss
How much longer do I have to wait for it?

Steps

One foot out
now in motion
I take the first step
and the robe that draped my bear skin
is now covering cement that still lingers of warmth
from when I was there

step two
open my arms
throw back my head
sun rays fed
my soul
free

step three
sirens scream
mothers snarl
and men seem to not lose focus
can I get to step four without
taking away liberties
nope

now in the back of a cop car
but life happens
in the search of personal liberties
my naked soul bearing
formed a road block in progress
and it may be this way for centuries

Patience is of Virtue

Patience is a fragile thing
It is very powerful and underestimated quality

In the world
Patience
Keeps wars from happening
Keeps boys from marrying women
And children from having babies
But the world thrives on controversy
Everyone wants to take a stand for negativity and make it positive
I mean
There is no justification for locking up innocent men
Or breeding children to do anything less but win
Or allowing the media to eat at individualism
Establishing bias
And contributing to the bridge that separates facade and reality

In life
Anxiety eats at patience
And society fuels desires to eliminate waiting
"Act Now"
"Think Now"
Common slogans that force us to compromise time
Time that allows us to make conscious decisions
Decisions and choices that allow communities to compete
Keeping up with the Jones is the norm
And living within means is poverty

And in love
Patience
Is the trait that allows you to recognize its worth
Love without time is a loss
You can not value something that you have not experienced anything with
Marriage symbolizes this
Marriage is a journey
A struggle
And an appreciation for the ability to sustain the love of one
When in true love
Patience is earned
You have to know its place
To understand

Patience and time make memories
They form journeys
And fuel appreciation for the simple things
Forcing anything is a sign of vulnerability
You wear you insecurities on your sleeve
When you feel you have to compromise time to be happy
You need step back and think
That maybe you need to work on self
See
Patience is of Virtue
The more time you take to iron out the kinks
The more smooth this thing called life will be

Reflection

So I am the type of person who dwells not on success but I appreciate the lesson.  I reward myself with pursuing the next goal, checking more things off my list and it is great to take a moment to smile and reflect on where I have been.  Unfortunately for me reflection is in the form of review.  In order for me to accurately reflect I need to go back and there is nothing that takes me back like reading my journey; diaries and memoirs pieces of me on each page.  I cry at the struggles, I smile at its reward because pain fuels drive and the more it hurts the more gas I burn trying to get it right.  A product of perfectionism, a blessing and a curse but for me it works.  So with that I come up with this and I title it "Reflection".  Hope you enjoy!

With each page turned I digress
Temporarily forgetting its purpose
No longer seeing progression
Just hurt and
The pain that screams to me
I can't help but go back there
And mentally I am in a  new place
Flash back to what was
Thinking of how I could have helped changed its course
But fate wouldn't allow
New page turn
To where I am hit with lover's ambition
Always loved hard
But was never loved hard
So it hurts even more
Inconsistent with heart's desire
And what my soul needed so
I made dumb decisions
And turmoil emerged
And the further back I go
I come to know a little girl
Scorned from childhood names
And juvenile games that left tears that stained my pillows
And then the writer was born
Kept the thoughts and words on paper to leave them there
Sought refuge in a pen
Then developed the skill to speak poetically
And I continued to find peace there
Years passed and I still see strength in words
For the pen allows gratification
A freed spirit
No anger just motivation to want better
And with every breath
Every stride
Every note
And every line
I gave more
To my reflection
I gave more to my journey
And the autobiography is still being written